One week until Christmas

It is Monday morning and I am at work pretending to be busy in the back but instead I am blogging. I am tired this morning because I stayed up last night to work on the quilt I should have finished ages ago and then I rewarded myself for working on my quilt by watching an episode of "Freaks and Geeks". Now tell me why do they always take good television off the air and leave crap like Stargate on forever and ever? I don't get it. So now it is Monday morning and I am sleepy and I want to go home and watch more "Freaks and Geeks" and finish that blasted quilt. Sigh - I guess you can't always get what you want.

Home sweet home

I am in Vermilion right now. Hanging out with my parents and staying at the house I grew up in and sleeping in the room that use to have the cast of 90210 all over its walls. I don't always look forward to a weekend back home but when I get here I am always thankful I came. I love my parents and today it wasn't as awkward as it usually is going back to my old church.
I forgot how cold this house is - maybe that is why I don't mind the cold becuase I have been conditioned for it since I was a very young child.
I have 5 days off right now and loving it. It actually has been nice to work more lately really make me appreciate my time off. Okay I am going to go and crawl under a banket so I can get warm....brrrrrrrr.

Worst Version of Me

Not sure what I should write about. Not much going on with me. I have been making bad choices lately and feeling pretty crappy about it. You know just in the little stuff like food I eat, how I spend my time and I know that I should be wise but I am just too lazy to change. No excuse really - praise the Lord that He is infinitely patient. I don't know how he puts up with us sometimes. I just hate when I live for the weekends and during the week when work is busy all I want to do is watch TV and sit around in my pjs. I know it is okay every now and then but when its all the time I know that I can't maintain that for too long or I just start turning into the worst version of myself.
Okay, not to be a downer or anything I wanted to acknowledge and instead of blogging about nothing I may as well be truthful because lying is my natural tendancy. Another confession people may not know about me - I lie. Stupid little lies that I think protects people - especially me but they don't. They are ugly and sinful and make me feel not so hot. Sigh not sure how this turned into confession time. Guess I am blogging to keep accountable now. Well I should probably go now and spend some time with Jesus. But instead of condemnation I have a feeling He wants to laugh at me and tell me I screwed up again but that it is okay.